Wednesday, September 14, 2005
jubilant! or not. haha been having weird mood swings nowadays. soared straight from depression to surprise on tues just because i passed my math test. haha. its just so strange. during maths lect i was so tired and sick of having to struggle through this damned subject that i don't even like year after year, i nearly cried. its just so irritating and frustrating. and the worst thing is, with practice, its one of the easiest subjects to score an A in during A levels so i don't really have a valid excuse to drop it. at least not to my parents.then after lect, we had tutorial (yup 2 maths periods in a row. *shudder*) and it really came as a huge shock to me to have passed a fugging maths test, something which has never happened since like sec 2 perhaps. lol.it was just such a relief, i felt that whole myriad of intense emotions again, just from an entirely different spectrum this time. i really needed that. i really did.but i still wanna drop it. haha. can't wait til uni.everyone, go watch america's next top model like now. i'm so glad naima won. woohoo!promos are coming but i've just become so numb.
