Tuesday, October 11, 2005
bleagh bleagh bleagh, its been nothing but sian. mon was so boring yuks and i ponned school halfway and crept out by the dustbin gate. haha didn't help that i came sch late too, so i was only in sch for like 1 hour +? lol.was actually supposed to be playing taboo with my pw team, but...yeah. just came up with some crap excuse to some girl i didn't like frm my maths class who was in charge then left. its almost too easy i swear. all this lying and ponning. just today wenling and i smoothly invented our entire plan for the interact booth impromptu to the person in charge, even though we had just been discussing how to avoid her. its just coming so naturally! sometimes i find myself lying even to people whom i can trust or whom i don't need to lie to, just for the sake of it. come to think of it, thats been happening for years now. i barely even know myself anymore, and who knows who's the real me? the person who truly knows herself inside and out doesn't exist. intelligence!~alrighty. so yuks and i headed to kbox then after losing our voices, went to heeren, where we promptly met up with xin and angel. its been really long since i last saw those two. oh i got my nerd specs!!! woot. now all thats left is....a lot of stuff. haha. oh wells.today was boring to say the least. in fact that has to be the understatement of the century by monumental proportions. just slacked around with eud wenling and grace and mel, singing songs and sleeping and crapping and whatnot. they should just give us a holiday because there's NOTHING TO DO IN SCHOOL. save of course pw, but wtf whocaresaboutprojectworkidon'twannacareaboutprojectworki'msosickofcaringaboutprojectwork. its just such a pain in the ass. and to think there's one more month of it. *screams*and thats why my mood isn't really all that light after all even though its after promos. *******! i'm ponning sch tmr. who's with me. rarrrhhh-
