Saturday, December 31, 2005
okay so its now nearly one in the morning, and i'll just go about the Happy new year's and blahdeblahdeblah, wheeness, etc.haha.Happy New Year, everybody!yes you and you and you and everyone and anyone.its now 2006, although i feel like 2004's barely past. 2005 really flew by for me. all play and no work like they say made the year a really dull one lol. but seriously, i don't feel like i've matured, grown up or become more responsible anyoldhow, even though this was the year i turned 17. one year has gone past, but what have i gained? so i'm 17, but so what, nothing much has changed. i'm not the same old me, definitely not, these are the years where everything changes. but i don't feel the impact somehow.or maybe i'm just slow and i'll just suddenly jerk up from my sleep somewhere in the middle of next year going "waaaaiiiitttt...". haha. or not. my parents have been waiting for me to grow up since forever, what they don't realise is i don't want to.okay i'm absolutely crapping here. i could see fireworks frm my backyard. they were frm two areas, most prob the esplanade and the seak im carpark place. the thing is, although seak imm carpark celebrations were shown on tv, i feel it was the esplanade celebrations that really made me wish i was there. the fireworks there were incredible, really lighting up the whole night sky, even all the way to my house, whereas seak im shit was a few fizzlers and sparks here and there, and lots of lip-synching by mediocre singers.i'm going next year, 100000 ppl or not.haven't finished my hol hw yet, tons left, and i'm torn between just heck-caring the whole shit, and burning the midnight oil for the next two days so i can complete it. why? i dunno. someone asked me that today, since when did i actually care about hw?and i didn't really know what to say.2005 was a year when i learned about the confidence i always actually had, and gained some and lost some, not in that order.the end of 2005 marked a strange beginning in relations.2005 was a rebellious year, a wild rules-free year, a boring year, a fun year, a meaningless year, an awkward year, blahblahblah.it was that and so much more, and i dont see a pt in typing it all out when u can just reread my old entries for the past yr to find out.okay enough shit! shuf im sorry as always for not shopping more with you and for forgetting the chocs haha, sheen i'll pass you the chocs next week if i'm crashing, and so sorry for forgetting and bringing them home with me. mel jean yuks kass xin wenling grace hui jo and everyone else i love u guys too and i'm just sorry. muackmuacks alright?was just watching shrek a few nights ago, and omg it was so funny. like when the seven dwarfs shoved snow white's coffin onto the dining table cuz the bed was taken, or when princess fiona and the birdie were competing to see who sang higher and the bird exploded, or the little dolls in the duloc information center singing "...wipe ur shoes and wash your-" and their asses were facing the audience and the lyrics were about to rhyme with "grass" and instead they suddenly turned their heads and piped "-faaaaaaaaacee"ahaahahahaha yeah the stupid random things like that. true humour is either cruel or spontaneous. most of the time anyway.for some strange reason i rmb the goblet of fire, and the finer funnier points of it, like barty crouch going "...the chinese fireball, ooooooohh.", or the mighty oneliner, karkaroff greeting dumbledore with a thunderous "ALBOOS."hahaha yes he really pronounced it as alboos, and he loks like a cross between jesus and a terrorist lol so shut me up before i make any more insensitive comments.right.here's to me! and you-<3
