i'm tired tired and tired somemore but happy! actually happiness is a hippie state of mind, but yeah i feel happy or at least contented now. some troubles managed to clear themselves up, and i'm eternally grateful i didn't have to compromise my principles. had whitby's lect today! i've missed him and his prophetic finger sermons. hahaha. its going to be an interesting year. really religious poems we have for paper 3. and we haven't had pe for the entire week! joy. crashed cj on thurs, even had time to go back home to bathe and change first lol. went in ij uni, st nicks to be exact but please don't say so loud or all the st nicks girls will be stoning me on the streets. they're probably writing hate mail in glittery ink and decorated in stars and hearts right now. met weiqi and ziling at the bus stop and we snuck in to change. one thing i love abt cj is that you can walk in and out any time u want. no security guards, no locked gates, no whatever. its an open society haha so unlike nj. unfortunately, our government is likely to be more democratic than theirs, seeing as a white pao who preaches whenever he has the chance is the principal. or rather, my brother. ahahaha. last time whenever they had those information slips for parents abt thermometers or crosscountry run or whatever shit, and there would be the principal's signature below, i would look at the words Brother Paul and think, what if someday some unwitting soul replies with "My dear brother...." lol stupid shit. anyways. had the yummy jap curry chicken rice again, i've really missed it and its quite cheap too. then we wandered around the school, wq in her rj uni and zl in a ny shirt (i loaned it to her). hahaha i was the only one who looked normal, in cj shirt and ij pinafore. and therein lies the irony which any self-respecting lit student would catch, that the one whose appearance seems most natural is actually the most deceiving. at least wq and zl weren't impersonating anyone, they were their actual selves. i was the only one pretending to be someone else, a st nicks girl to be exact, and yet i blended in the most. really interesting upon retrospect, i hadn't thought of it that way before. oh yeah slept til 10 pm on wednesday. and i didn't even come home that late. had my lunch at abt 4 plus, then slacked arnd til abt 7. u know how when ure really tired and really want to sleep, you take an even longer time to get ready for bed? hahaha thats what happened. was supposed to wake up and tape some shows for my mum and sis who were both out, but forgot abt the second one cuz i went back to bed. hahaha. only woke up again when my dad dingdonged at 10 after work, and my first thought was shit!, and then immediately after, i'm damn hungry. so ate my dinner abt 10 plus, and why the hell am i rambling on and on and boring everyone to tears? shall just go away now. muffins we need to set a date for going out, got lots of stuff to shop, i need to pass u guys ur presents too, and i want to watch elizabethtown!
