haha put my nick as "lessthan12morehours" and everyone's like, to what? to the OSCARS duh!!!!!!! you think i counting down to school meh. ahahaha. so enthu. cannot imagine anyone doing that although i bet there are peeps who do. "omgomgomg only a few more hours til morning assembly again! yayyy!" lols. hope brokeback wins everything they were nominated for! although seeing how many awards that is, its not entirely possible. best director, best actor, best supporting actor, best supporting actress, best original score, best adapted screenplay, oh my tian so many i can't rmb what else alr. wait i go check. oh. best cinematography and best PICTURE. how could i forget that last one haha. had fp yesterday again, yay i have 10 hrs of cip now!!! >.< A levels are out and looking at them, you can't help thinking that everybody's doing badly this year. all except ac of course ahaha. basically most of the good schools deproved a little. or a lot. i don't really know the specifics yet. its up to our batch again (as usual) to pull things up, and you know what. i know we can do it. this isn't some motivational talk, okay. i'm dead serious. and i'm not being overconfident either. its just that every time a big exam comes around, our batch is always asked to raise the bar and we are put to the test. and we always pull through. because we are the dragon batch, there are more students = more competition = higher results. our year always does well, hasn't anyone noticed?! so if your school has done badly, dont worry. i'm pretty sure the dragon babes will do well and pull up the school's ranking again this year. njcians, lets try to break the record and get another president's scholar alright?? haha i bet someone's gg to get it, just hope its frm us. we haven't had a president's scholar for like 7 years? or more? can't rmb. lols.
its hard and its awkward i know, but i need time and so do you. lets just accept it. things need to change, for better or worse, i can't tell. but it already has and i hope you realise it. i know you want to gain back my trust but why can't you see it was never there in the first place. all i ask of you is-