Thursday, April 20, 2006
aaaahhhhh. am so utterly spent. went to kbox today and totally wasted my voice haha. three and a half hours! plus our dillydallyings. we were trying to sing more songs without them noticing, so we were standing around pretending to be packing up when the mike was still in our hands hahaha.
yuks wenlinggg we so have to do that again haha. i absolutely love kbox. initially it may feel kinda weird and awkward, but after a while the shyness wears away and everyone becomes damn BHB. lols. blasting off Love*3 at the top of our voices in the original pitch like nobody's business. and we hadnt even started on the fir songs yet! haha.
i absolutely love being in kbox. the whole sing til u drop dead thingy. its so mindblowing and endorphin-inducing. just singing and singing all ur fav songs nonstop for hours makes you forget about everything else. it just blanks everything out u know haha. not to mention you get to watch all the mtvs at the same time.
the past few mornings have been crazy. just been going on a guilt trip every single day. i think i've been late about 6/7 times this term alone. i havent been on time at all this entire week. late for 3 consecutive days. i dont know whats wrong with me. its like i'm addicted to latecoming or smth. haha. nvm tmr onwards will be early!
i have to be anyway. after being late again today, gilbert lee had "the chat". the usual qns popped out like "do you have family issues?" and "did you break up with your boyfriend?". like lol how do i break up with a nonexistent person. he looked so grave throughout the whole thing while i was trying to stifle my giggles. then after that he looked at me and his tone changed and he barked "then you have no reason at all to be late!!" comic la i tell you.
its like we can tell when he's really angry or not. like if he's not really angry he'll accidentally let slip a grin once in a while, like he's enjoying keeping us on tenterhooks. i realise i just said 'like' three times in two sentences. ohnooooooi'mturningintoabimboooooooo.
anyway gg to watch aristal on friday and then its cwo for the next two saturdays SOB. i hope sharon phua doesnt make us like scrub the toilets or smth. bleaghhh.
its been raining and raining the past few days and i
love it. i mean besides the whole getting caught in the storm part, its really comforting to be sitting on my sofa watching the rain outside my window. its almost therapeutic in a way. people say we learn what the most important things in life are through stormy weather and i have to agree, although my meaning can be taken literally. lightning gives me flashes of insight, while the sound of thunder jerks me awake to reality. through rain i feel, and through rain i learn.
through rain i heal.
the rain brings sorrow and serenity to me like few other things can. as cliched as it sounds, it really does cleanse the soul. maybe thunderstorms occur because Nature's pissed with what we're doing to it and its simply an outpouring of its anger. or maybe the sky's crying for us, whether its for our sins or at our stupidity. maybe the sky just felt like pmsing and the rain clouds needed enlightenment.
OK THIS IS BORDERING ON LAME. enough dramatic ramblings. anyway its great to take a nap when its raining. :))))
[白色羽毛]
-芮恩
作词:方文山 作曲:周杰伦
庭院中你栽种的法国梧桐
迎着风弥漫着你离开的苦衷
公园里那吉普赛的儿童
给我个神秘笑容
一股莫名的感动
命运相同
墙上依旧悬挂那幅候鸟越冬
这房间我看不出什么被移动
白色的羽毛飘动
尘封的过去解冻
不再去重温旧梦
是我的一贯作风
白色的羽毛被风吹动
静静的飘落人群之中
我目送你的珍重
表情里没有笑容
白色的羽毛飘动轻轻的飘向天空留不住你的时空我选择就此放松羽毛在我的手中那伤心没有想像的重我始终不够冲动对于梦
this is a really old song but i still love it.
kudoooooosssss-
