Friday, June 16, 2006
blogger uploads photos MUCH too slowly. so i'm placing them on msn spaces. should be faster i hope.
glittermegold.spaces.msn.comam starting to worry for cts. finally. there's just so much to complete its a gargantuan, near-impossible task. i dont think....
i mean, cts arent the goal, far from it, its the As that matter, but strangely enough,responsibility does take hold of me sometimes. but then i ask, responsibility to what? my parents? my teachers? my school? society? myself?
bleagh. life is so so so short. you never know it might end. you might live till 20 or 80, it all depends on luck. yes luck, not destiny. because i believe you can change destiny- it all depends on your luck.
wtf am i talking about. i like 'if i were you' by hoobastank. such a nice song, not great, not exactly lyrically phenomenal, but its different somehow, different from the reason and all other mainstream songs out there.
moods a little crappy if you can tell. probably not.
went to orchard today with sheensheen and jeannn. ate at ding tai feng YUMS hahaha and talked and met mel to buy that cropped jacket then went to starbucks and talked more. then came home shit tired.
it started out good, then okay, then now its deteriorated all the way to shitty.
i dont understand. its been 17 years, and still you show no inkling of understanding. you want to communicate, to bond, but you're not giving us the chance to. interrogating me over dinner when i'm shit tired after a whole day of going out is not communicating. acting cute and squealing
i looooove you mei meiiiiiii is not bonding in any way. if anything it only displays your hypocrisy because you only pda when you're in a good mood. when you're not, its all - i'm tired and i have to do housework and manage my dancing (as if thats a chore) at the same time my life is so demanding (wth you're not even working) and you should repay me by studying hard and not going online all the time.
til now, you still don't know what kind of food i dislike, what kind of clothes i dislike, what kind of conversations i dislike. you fail to remember my favourite singers, music genres, or even what class i'm in. but i think its the food thing that pisses me off the most. numero uno: i like food alot. number two: which mother cant fucking remember what kind of food her daughter likes and dislikes?! its so basic. or at least its supposed to be. its not like i never told you, its not like i eat the food i dont like, no you have to rely on my sister, my bloody freaking sister whom i'm not even close to, to tell you what kind of foods i dislike. my god. i dont know if you were born a short term amnesiac or if you simply couldn't be bothered.
i dont think i want to know.
mel: thanks for the jacket! its awesome. the only problem is its kinda tight.
sheen and genie: had a great time today you guys, love you all forever and ever. its still the same somehow and thats a miracle in itself. muackmuacks!
"If I Were You" -Hoobastank.You seem to find the dark when everything is bright You look for all thats wrong instead of all thats rightDoes it feel good to you to rain on my parade You never say a word unless its to complain Its driving me insane If I were you Holding the world right in my hands The first thing I'd do Is thank the stars for all that I have If I were you Look what surrounds you now More than you ever dreamed Have you forgotten just how hard it used to be So whats it going to take For you to realize It all could go away in one blink of an eye It happens all the time If I were you Holding the world right in my hands The first thing I'd do Is thank the stars above Tell the world I love that I do If I were youFor the world I loveTake a breath and enjoy the view Live the life that I've wanted toIf I were you.
