I simply cannot even begin to comprehend it. I just know that this is not the answer, and I wish I could somehow convey that to you. we spent over 6 hours worrying and worrying and I would spend another 600 years worrying, as long as it means that you're ok, and by ok I mean happy too. It's important to be safe, but equally important to be sound. every second would be worth it.
It was so out of the blue we all assumed the worst. everything turning upside down, then back rightside up, then back upside down again. and now the worst has been avoided, we've got you back, and we're going to keep you. To me, there is nothing more important in life than this. To be aware, to listen, to learn, then to do. We'll (or is it I'll now) find a way, I swear we will. I won't let my one of my greatest past mistakes happen again.
to know everything is ideal, but to know what to do next is even better -
