i wonder if i stop blogging for long enough, will my blog auto shut down by itself? very likely right.
so its a nice and semi-sunny yet cooling sunday afternoon and i finally have the time and energy to just sit here in front of my laptop and have nothing to do. and its so nice and breezy and peaceful and i suddenly have this strong, strong impulse to hear david archuleta's imagine, so i do. and its amazing. i don't think i've ever appreciated it so much before. this song could stop wars and start world peace, lol. its just the song and its deliciously simple accoustic arrangement and his pure longing vocals and the song lyrics and clear skies over my head and nothing else. i realise i havent' blogged since forever, probably since before exams LOL, but hey. its been a long time. for those who don't know, i'm interning now for this company called tyler project, which comes up with facebook applications and games among other things. i'm supposedly a social networks research intern (not as complicated as it sounds haha) and so far i've created excel documents on analyses on the most popular apps on facebook, done two articles for an e-magazine, and learnt how to play dota and diablo II. lolol. the two articles were on the bugatti veyron (the fastest and most expensive car in the world) and on energy conservation in the beijing olympics. both were completed in like less than 2 days since all i have to do is carefully plagiarise. lol. other than that, its actually pretty fun and slack and i get to go on facebook 7 hours a day (a bit sian after a while seriously). the hours are pretty flexible too and they all go for early lunch, so it suits my lifestyle to a T, since i usually hate having breakfast. have i mentioned that i'm the only girl in my office? haha other than this other girl claryce who comes in for half a day cuz she has a teaching internship before that. and i'm seated all out alone in the middle of all the other scrawl office workers (scrawl is like this other designing company whom we share office space with). and thats how i'm known among the scrawl people too. i was in the toilet one time and two other scrawl girls were there too. one girl recognised me and said hi, then her friend who was in the cubicle said 'who's that?', and the girl replied 'it's her lor! the only girl in tyler!" major LOL. i am still currently a nameless mystery to them i think. i heard whispering from the opposite section from my seat once and listened in and they were talking about me. like, 'who's that girl ah?' 'dunno, you go ask her lor'. then i looked over and they all instantly looked in different directions at the same time. loll. good coordination man. and on friday i suddenly heard some idiot blasting david cook songs on his comp nonstop from the section next to mine. i looked over and the idiot wasnt there, leaving his comp to play the songs on repeat. i was SO tempted to blast david archuleta songs on my comp right back. i could start an office war, lol. FIGHT AH! (jhony) ATTAAAAAACK!!!! lunchtime with the guys is mostly silent, but not awkward and i LOVE THAT. i love that comfortable silence, better than an awkward one. i have deduced that its not me causing the silence cause i asked claryce and she said theyre all like that too when they go for dinner. haha. its just a geek thing. they dont talk unless its about computers or gaming. and i am totally fine with that. guys can be so simple sometimes and its so refreshing. hahaha.
i feel slightly dead nowadays, something like i felt when i was in youth challenge. its a good kind of tired, when you're doing something constructive and productive and it saps your energy out of you, but at least you know you're doing something with your life. you have five or six hours of sleep everyday and you crash during the weekends, but i'd rather have this than nothing at all. which is why i apologise if i haven't been replying people on sms or facebook recently. i'm sorry, okay? i just feel so exhausted and uninterested sometimes, i don't know what to say or whether i even want to say it. its not you, its me!
and i'm slightly sick now as well, i have a sore throat. i got my double major last week. sociology and political science ftw! congrats sherwee on rp camp! despite everything that happened, i think it was a success! (: the sky is a patchwork of white and blue and a soft zephyr blows. kids are screaming in the pool down below, and i sit here tapping on my laptop keyboard, watching aimless tv. life is good and waiting -
Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing for the world...
You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one
